Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Well its me again,
this time really very downcast. I thought i was safe in the Tp floorball team boy was i so wrong. Today just finished floorball practice wa feel so lousy la you know i'm in the last 30 (realise i dun use the word top anymore)cause yeah i though the coach want the top 45 recruits to be in the team la nonsense la i was so wrong la he wanted the whole cca to have 45 people only for the boys. Guess i had to find out the hard way cause today i thought in the team le mah then slack slack la never run as much all these. Then later the coach ask us to play match all these as normal la then he divided us into groups then i was in group 3 so i thought wa not bad sia then wa play like a big shot like that. Our group score was the best amoug all actually so felt very confident play5, win 4, draw 1 wa top amoung all the others. But little did i know that all the good scores i did not play a part in it (according to the coach la ) cause at the end of the matches he ask all of us to gather la then he starts calling names those names called move to one side then he call call call never call my name la then i know the end is very very near. But in the end i think he need to fill up some space or what la then suddenly call me ask me go to there other side then after me he call like 3 more people then he ask the rest still seated at the other side to go home dun need come for next practice le WA!!!!!! DIE!!!! AH!!!! LEFT 30 STILL WANT CUT!!!!!!!! So i'm like amoung the REMAINING 26 of us la dunno when the coach will ask me to go home i think it's going to be soon la if this continue la somemore me play soccer one so only knwo how to shield ball and play cheat then this game all have sticks no point shield ball the stretch their hands can take my ball already la -_- so i sian la how to impress the coach like that sooner or later his going to ask me to start packing also la so sian la now feeling so lousy that i'm in the cca just because the coach have to fill up spaces and not because i'm good or what. Now i finally know why in Tp there are so many people without a cca its not because they lazy to join or what is because to get into one is ver very hard so in poly when you have a cca is like you are like one class higher then the rest la like you know upper class men . Me going to get sack soon la God if you're reading this please perform a miricle for me and let me get into the floorball team. Let me at least get into the 2nd team and not as a reserve but as a player Amen! haha
ok ok me sian to type le so cya!!!! i think my next post is going to be bad news la so keep me in prayer tks!!!!!
{/7:47 AM}
lEClTyRantT BlOgGeD.
