Sunday, July 23, 2006
When you are young friends dun really matter to you maybe not to you la. But to me when i'm small i dun really bother much about friends as long i have people beside me to play and talk and eat recess with can le i'm a happy guy.
Then sec sch friends slowly become a little bit more important especially girls last time primary all the girls know who am i then i dunno who they are one then go class gathering as if going to an outsider's party!!!! Then come to your poly where friends are almost your everything. Without them you think you can never live to see another day.So you'll start to mae loads and loads of friends all this stuff and think you're so popular when you have an army of friends.
However to me i feel that as you get older real friends you have actually get lesser and lesser untill you're left with a hand full of them. And amoug this hand full actually only 1 or 2 are friends that you can depend upon usually the other few are just girls that dun bother about you but you think they are your " best friends" cause you like them and dun wan to hit yourself with the hard truth that they dun care about you actually. Well that happens to me well alot ot times until such i close to gave up making friends until i went for bible camp. Although me and Dennis was in the room sleeping most of the time (during sermons especially ^^ )But through bible camp i made some good friends which was like totally unexpected i never thought i'll get to know anyone through this camp some more still can play soccer haha ( but very lousy though) but thats not the point at least i've made some friends which i know won't bear the same bo chap attitude as this world i live in. Sometimes it feels good to know that you at least have some good friends . Cause better than nothing and they just feel up all the hurt inside of you left from other friends , when they wer sick you took care of them through the years went through so much but yet when you are in trouble they dun really care!!! ( i'm refering more to girls no offence. cause i know boys won't do such a thing one or at least i haven't experience a boy that done such a thing to me la) Cause i know alot of girls that alwasy think they are the center of attraction always so Kay Po with everything one!! This one is the one i can't stand the most !!! They'll try to friends you ask you to share with them your problem but actually they just want something to gossip about!!!! This type of friends can throw away one i also dunno why i even considered them my friends and some friends when you are in trouble they won't bother you one then when you call them to tell them your problem they will give you the sian sian sttitude like the could not be bothered like tht but when they have problem they will expect you to give them 110% of your attention!!!
Hmmm okok i'll stop here i write somemore i may offend a lot more people anyway this blog quite deep dun understand never mind just tag me i'll try to clear things up in the next blog ok if you like my blog tag me dun like also just tag ok
cya
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