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About the 10th captain

Like EveryThing HaTe nothing !!!! love to eat , Very Tanned, Like to meet new people ^^.

10th squard Captain -Balaking-

FAV MOVE = Unknown ( God teach me one pls^^) SHI KAI = Flip Flap (A move where the user flips to ball to his right the flaps it to his left faking the opponent totally) BAN KAI= Rainbow ( A move where the user flips the ball over his opponent's head disgracing him totally) *note: However only can do on people same or shorter than the user.*



OthEr cApTaInS
GlEnN
DaniEL
MeliSsA
IaN
BarRy
FaiZ
JaNicE
GeraldinE
Ting2




taG mEeE PlZ!!




CREDITS
Designer- <">FaIz!
So Call DesIgnEr: <">ThE AlmosT DrIvEn CraZy BaRrY

Monday, October 16, 2006

i have not been bloggin lately cause of the spam mail thingy then they say i cannot post writing so i never blog

Now finally can le ^^

Anyway last few weeks have been enjoying my holidays from 7am to 5.30 pm ( cause thats when my parents come home) Anyway been quite fun got to know many many many ppl that i never would mix with. Cause now i'm hooked to this ngame called shattered galaxy maple got boring so i changed game btw if " J" wanna challenge me in maple he can dream about it ^^. Anyway my pass few weeks have been ok i passed my sub paper. Tried to get a job , tried to improve my soccer. But doing all this things i still feel very empty. For me i like to laugh and everything but most of the time when ppl say me then i smile( cause that the only reaction i cna think of and because i was always pick upon since young cause i'm dark and all those nick names start pouring in) When i was in sec sch alot of the ppl i was with always call me names. Alot of people always say they missed sec sch. In my heart i am so glad its over and gad GOD put me in a poly where i can start afresh no nickname and all that no one knows me. So i can start all over again and that to be is like GOD restarting my game for me.

Today i feel like talking about helping people cause just a few seconds ago i just got nagged from my mom about what she help so many people and yet i turn out so useless bla bla bla then melissa not doing well in studies all this...... then she help my cousin gave them tuition every sunday then she dun get any help back.

The first question i ask myself is what help means to me help to me mean aiding someone and expecting nothing in return thats call help. Is like your friend drop a pen on the floor and you help him pick up you dun purposly drop something and ask him to pick it up right. Ppl say that pencil is different its just a small thing. No its not cause everything else in this world is the same as this pencil, cause they cannot go to heaven only you and the one you helped can. If you help ppl and expect someone to help you then dun help! Your heart is not right.

However this is the trick part of helping ppl sometimes the people you help never does help you back instead they backstab you treat you like trash, sometimes the people that you help are only good to you when you're the only one around but when his/she is with friends (etc) they treat you like crap make fun of you (ok the last on was just me ) but you get the point.

So what do you do when these things happen? A normal person will most prob cut all ties with that person,treat them badly, dun care about them, stab them back and the last one which is the worst is torture yourself thinking its actually harming that person ( eg: bearing a grudge hatred)
These things will burden you even more as if the world is not bringing enough pressure on you.
Thats why no matter how bad that insult of thing the person done to me i'll still smile dunno why some ppl think i'm an idiot but who cares i dun care so why must anyone else care? Cause they are not the onese thats going to judge if i go heaven or hell. They're not gonna to say oh nicholas's an idiot he smile when being scolded he cannot go to heaven. NO right. I use to have a lot of hate in me and i used to believe hate drives me to greater heights (like being a real life itachi). But now i found out its not hate, its your enimies your enimies are the ones that drive you to greater heights cause to more you can deal with them the stronger you life becomes. I read a book where it says its not the good people around that moulds your life and chracter but your enimies.
People dun praise you for your talent nowadays people praise you for your lack in weakness. People always thing that i do good but GOD never bless me bla bla bla. The bible always say to expect from GOD yes expect something but if ou never get it dun wait there for your rabbit to bang on the tree and die (its a chinese saying dunno if you all know it ) If nothing happens give some more time and if still nothing MOVE ON !!! Dun stay there forever.

ok i think i said too much i going to go now cya !!!! (sry for keeping you all waiting)


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